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Good grief.

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Has anybody seen my weekend? I blinked, and *poof*, it's gone!

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It was a really good time, don't get me wrong. I actually went out and did things. I got out and wandered a beach, and manage to sunburn myself more than a little. I went out for food and conversation, which is always better than braving my own cooking. I went to the theatre, and saw “Charley and the Chocolate Factory”, which I totally enjoyed.

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All in all, good conversations, and much time spent outside my little world. It doesn't happen often, since I don't actually know very many people, and I do so hate going out alone. I COULD, but then I always feel wasteful spending money just for my own entertainment. I mean, I could go home, and read a book, or watch a movie, and it doesn't cost…

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My lady's out of touch at the moment, she's moving into a new place, and her cellphone is way dead. I'm looking forward to the middle of the week, when she'll have a real land line for the first time since I met her, which will making calling a LOT easier! As far as I know, I'm heading over there next weekend, and that'll be absolutely lovely.

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I'm all sunburned. Ow. It stings a bit. I totally didn't think yesterday, otherwise I would've realized being out in the sun for more than about 10 min is just asking for crisping! I only remembered to put on sunscreen today… duh. I need time travelling sunscreen! *plans that project*

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I'm thinking food would be a good thing right about now. I'm finally over the wicked stomach flu I had this week, and I'm extremely happy to be over THAT. Both my junior techs got it, and they both had to go home friday, so it's good to know i wasn't imagining it…

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This week's going to be exciting and fun filled, I'm sure of it. I just volunteered for another project at work. I'm insane. That must be it.

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Seriously though, it's work that *I* can do, that other people would have to learn. I'm super happy to be useful.

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K, now I'm running, stomach's gurgling *FEEEEEDDDDDD MEEEE* so I'm outsie.

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Cheers

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Me!

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It's all me.. all the time.

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Like a tv show stuck on the christian channel with a broken remote and a volume control cranked to high.

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Here's a few pictures, cause I can.

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Last Month:

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http://www.greenbtn.com/lastmonth.jpg

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This Month:

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http://www.greenbtn.com/thismonth.jpg

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Yay! Aren't pictures just fantastic?

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I'm sleeping in bits and pieces, averaging between 15 and 60 minutes at a stretch before I wake up. This has been going on a whole week, so I'm more than a little wiggy.

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K. Done now. No more talky, back later.

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Well I finally made it to the lawyer.

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I got lost on the way. That's so funny. It's funny because it's on Fort St, and I go past that every day going to work. Hell, I can walk from home to fort street in about 12 minutes, but I'll be damned if I can drive there!

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I made it on time though, and I had everything I needed to get the paperwork started, all they needed from me was a few signatures, and a whole whack of money.

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I'll have to go back in a few weeks to sign one final bit of paperwork, then it's just a matter of waiting until it finalizes, then I'm free.

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In related news, my lady and I finally got a chance to talk tonight, so I feel MUCH better! We've been out of touch for a couple of days, mostly my fault since I've been sick, and it's been dragging me down more than this cough. It was wonderful to hear her voice, it cheers me up tremendously.

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I'm done for now, it's getting late, and a full day of work awaits tomorrow.

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Wheeeeeeeeeeeeee!

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G'night 🙂

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I feel pathetic.

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I can't lie down right now, I'm coughing too much, and it's hard to stop once a coughing fit hits. I'm going to take some neocitrin and hope that knocks me out quickly.

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This sucks.

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And i burnt myself today! The tips of 4 fingers, in a laser printer, trying to fix a paper jam. For the record… ow!

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It also doesn't make typing very fun either 🙁

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I'm cranky.

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I'm also still sick. I'm tired of it already! I wish it would go away, it's a totally uninvited houseguest, and it's sapping my otherwise joyful demeanor.

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Tomorrow at 2 I finally finish my divorce.

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It's been a long time coming.

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I'll be glad when it's done.

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I'm feeling woozy.

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I'm going to click send

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I'm feeling off.

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Maybe I'm not listening to enough music?  

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I woke up this morning extremely sore.  It wasn't unexpected, I'd had quite a time the day before, and I knew I'd hurt the next day.  It took a lot to get going this morning, and I was tempted several times to call the day off and pull the covers over my head.  I didn't though, I had stuff to do, and I'd already slacked off and taken a day off this week.

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So I got up, and I went to work.  It's funny.  I remember having a cup of coffee in the morning.  I remember doing a little installer coding.  I'll be damned if I can remember ANYTHING else!  I'm sure I did stuff, but I don't really remember too clearly what the stuff was.

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I did get some very cool coding done though, nearly as good as I'd do if I was drinking (it always comes out better after a drink for some reason), and I'm sure it'll get used right quick.

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I left on time, and came home.  I was going to wind my night down, then I noticed i was out of a few essentials, so out the door I went, and I did a little shopping.  All the music playing at the grocery store was so depressing!  I was feeling a touch weird before, but now I'm back home with my purchases put away, and I'm definately less up than I'd like to be.

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I should talk a little about my vacation I guess, since I haven't really written about it yet.  I keep meaning to, but life gets in the way.

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The trip to nelson was insane.  I was up by 4:30, and out the door by 6:15 in the morning.  Ugh!  That made for a long day no matter what I did.  The weather was so hot, and in a black car with no air conditioning, that's serious.  I drove pretty much straight through from vancouver to nelson, stopping only for gasoline and the occasional bottle of water.  In retrospect, I should've grabbed more water bottles along the way to stay cool, since I started getting dizzy a few times, and 4 times nearly died.  Luckily I moved fast enough at the right times, and got nothing worse than a bad scare and a racing heart.

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I visited Jeremy briefly, but his house was looking chaotic, and I was soo tired, so I snuck out to BBI and grabbed a room for the night.

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I spent about 3 solid days at the BBI, getting a VOIP phone system running, and everything was working perfectly when I left.  Nath's a good guy, so I don't mind helping him.  He got a deal really, when you think of the average cost of a tech, but then again it was my vacation, I was doing it because I wanted to, not because I had to, and that reduced the stress tremendously.

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Ana was out there also, I haven't seen my cousin in over a year.  She's getting better, but still has a ways to go.  She's got this amazing personality, it flips and flops so rapidly, it makes my brain hurt.  I spent a day hanging out with her, and by the end of it I'm ashamed to admit I was glad to be by my self again.  I guess I'm getting more picky in my old age (oh, i turned 31 on the first day of my vacation), and am less likely to happily put up with other people's shit.

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She's got this way of pressuring you into doing what she wants.  I didn't like it.  I don't think it was the situation she's in, though that couldn't have helped.  I think it's a personality trait, and it's one I hadn't been exposed to before. 

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I visited with Tom in the shop, and damn it was good to see him.  He's still the same kid, though he's growing up well, and has matured into a fine tech.  All those years I was tempted to pound the knowledge into his head with a hammer, and he turned out good despite my meddling.  Just goes to show I guess.

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I met up with Anj too, I hadn't seen her since my last visit, and our meeting was rather brief, as they all are.  We ate a late lunch at the heritige, and took a little time to catch up.  She was pleased to hear I'd met someone, and asked some surprisingly insightful questions.  It kind of took me aback, when I realized of all the people I know, only she asked those questions without me volunteering information.  Hmmm..

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I left nelson early this time around.  I still had a few days free, but I realized my free time coincided with my lady's, which rarely happens, so I hurried back to victoria, and took the friday ferry across to Port Angeles.  This time around I met her parents, and her son.

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It was a good meeting.  It's a whole entry in itself, and I'm not really up for that much writing.

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In fact, I'm feeling a little… tired.

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I'm going now.

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Truely…

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It's been a while since I've written anything here.  Rightly so, I've got someone on my mind, and I'm not often alone with my thoughts, and that's not a bad thing at all.  I've got someone on my mind, someone extremely special to me.

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Have you ever been sitting with someone and just KNOWN what they were thinking and feeling?  I'm sure it's happened at least once in your life, if you're someone who talks and listens.  Now picture that happening nearly continuously.  Picture conversations where the words are reversed, and what you'd say is being said to you, and vice versa.

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That's what it's like.  People are always looking for the right person.

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I've found her.

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I'm going to hold on tight.

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I'll write more on my vacation, when I'm too far away to call her, and alone 🙁

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Gotta dash, 4 more days till my vacation woot!

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I just told someone dear to me a deep dark secret.

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I didn't realize how much it had hurt me.

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My hands are shaking

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Jesus, mary and joseph.

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With traditionally IMPECCABLE timing, my ex-wife chose this day of all available days to write me.  This day, after I just got back from visiting a lady so breathtaking and sweet it's actually physically painful to be back home by myself.

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I've only read the first line or two, and already I feel sick to my stomach.

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I was HAPPY she wasn't writing. 

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FUCK.

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*deep breath*

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K, putting it aside for the moment.  I'm not going to look at it until I'm already in a foul mood, it'll save time.  I just got back from a visit to the states to see C.M.  Needless to say, I honestly can't remember P.A. at all.  Not one bit.  I was too busy looking at her, and vice versa.

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We've been talking for a while now, but this was our first “date”.  I've never had a day pass so quickly!

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There's much more I could say, but there's no need.  The important things really were just for her ears, and the trivial things will wait until another time.

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Oh, just for the record though, she's PERFECT.

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