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As a further addendum to an article I'd written earlier…

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It's bad enough when other people don't recognise how you're feeling. When you get really MAD, and take it out on people, and no one notices.

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That's what I call understated reactions.

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Worse is when you don't recognize them yourself.

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I've had a few instances recently when things have bothered me, and I haven't noticed. As soon as I realized something was bothering me and found a solution, I invariably felt better, but I didn't notice the problems until ithey had been brewing for a while.

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That's just sad!

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How far below the radar am I flying?

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I like to think my reactions at work are… probably excessive… but now I'm having to reconsider that line of thinking. Am I making any ripples?

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I wonder if people try to get a reaction from me just to see if I'm interested in anything… Like how Len mentioned at the halloween party that he'd never seen me laugh so much.

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I haven't put much thought into this before. Maybe it's time.

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