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Wah!
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I'm lonely.
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It's been quiet all night. I hadn't really thought about how quiet it gets. I'm out of touch with the people I used to talk to. Normally that doesn't bother me all that much, but right now it's … uncomfortable. I get wrapped up in my own projects from time to time, and that makes it really easy to put everything else on hold. It's only when I'm all caught up, when the work's all done, and my home projects are finally finished, that I realize how much I hate the silence. The few people I could call right now wouldn't help with that any unfortunately. I guess it's something I'll just have to live through.
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Tomorrow I get my car maintenanced. I'm doing it a full month before my vacation, so that any bugs can show up and be fixed before I go 800ish KM to nelson. I have to say, the way I'm feeling now, I almost don't want to go. Perhaps I need a break more than I'd realized. I worked part of this weekend too, and it's an all to regular occurence. I'd like to say it doesn't effect me, that it's just another day, but maybe I'm reaching my limits without even knowing it.
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I'm tired of talking to myself. I'll go away now, thanks.
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