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I need to start taking better care of myself. I've been averaging about 1 meal a day.
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Mind you, I just haven't been hungry. I normally don't even think about food until my stomach starts to hurt, and recently a single meal in a 24 hour period seems to shut it up, so I haven't really thought too much about it.
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But I doubt it's healthy. I doubt I can really do it for all that much longer without running into problems. This has always been a problem, I'd get really busy, and really interested in what I was doing. After the first hunger pains go away, I don't usually tend to feel it anymore, it turns into white noise. I don't really feel starved of course, but I've noticed recently my thought patterns are a little more erratic than normal. It's something to work on for sure.
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Funny too, my stomach hurts more now that I've eaten than it did before I ate. Figure that one out if you dare.
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I got Merc to order me a laptop today, I even picked it out! I'm getting moved out of support and technical services, and into R&D. That means I'll be giving up my workbench for a desk, and since I'm on a bunch of projects, I'll be moving around a fair bit. I can't honestly say I'm looking forward to it, I'm more nervous about screwing up and letting people down than I am excited about the future opportunities.
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Likely I'll end up splitting my time even further, and continue doing support work as I can, while fitting it into my development time. I hope I don't disappoint them.
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I just want to be useful.
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