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I can only take so much “wah, poor me!” from myself before I get over it. It's a learned reflex I guess, from those times thankfully long past. I refuse to let bad thoughts sink their teeth into me, I know as well as anyone how tightly they can hang on if they get a firm grip. After a while, it becomes nearly impossible to break free, and that's a special kind of hell.
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My moment of self-pity has passed.
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I'm going to call it a night. I have to try to make it into the office sometime tomorrow to get some work done, and I'm planning on sleeping in. Soo… the sooner I sleep, the longer I sleep 🙂
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I think I'm going to wear some of my new clothes tomorrow. I quite like what I picked out. Some new shirts and pants, more than anything they're clothes I think I can be comfortable wearing. Stylish? I doubt it, that's one of those words I don't quite get.
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Even if I did, I think I'd rather choose clothes that are comfortable to wear, and comforting to my eyes, over “what's in”.
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I'd rather be me, than a copy of someone else!
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G'Night!
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